warning, long post!
(edit: i was goin to cut this, but i figured i post once every month or three, so i didn't want you to miss it, and that you'd forget i do it since i don't hardly post :D)
thought i'd try to make some sort of update, seein that it has been a while, and i'm not in the shittiest of moods so maybe this won't come out as a bitch fest. not sayin it will be bitch free...but not a bitch fest :)
so let's see...what have i been up to... i've been pretty good with school so far this semester. hopefully i can keep it up. i'm being relatively prompt with getting homework done (as in not always waitin to the night before it is due, or day of for that matter) when i sit down to do it, i actually read the book before or during it (not sure if this is due to a desire for learning or a lack of legitimate teachin in the classroom, either way though). no tests yet, but i feel more optimistic going into the first round than i have in a long time. i'm a bit more focused on these things which have to be important this year. so with bein more organized and focused on school and puttin more effort into it, i am actually finding myself with more free time than i had when i procrastinated. go figure. so on top of negating the stress from not having my work done, i have also managed to create more time to relax when it is all done. great combo. though i can't say its been all peaches because of this.
last week i believe it was i was in one of the shittiest moods i've been in in a long time. i didn't want to see or talk to anyone really...i just wanted to be alone. i was highly irritable and i am not quite sure why...nothing in particular sparked it that i could tell. i avoided people because i knew i was irritable and i didn't want to make any problems or start anymore than i already have so i figured i'd stay safe until i got over it, which i did after a few days of isolating myself to playing video games (thank god for the sims 2 and ff7) and kinda just ignoring people as much as possible so i would avoid gettin mad at them, or making them mad at me. i also got sick a few days into this (last weds and thurs) very quickly and randomly. head ache, sore throat, stomach ache...no fun. luckily it didn't last long and i had my homework done for the week already so i was able to sit back and get a lot of rest and recovered quickly enough.
managed to get out to both home football games the past two weeks. if anyone saw the fsu-um one....holy shit. i hate watchin us almost lose then get our act together at the last minute...but it is simply amazing to see as well. then we played la. tech this saturday and destroyed them 48-0. first shut out since my freshman year when we shut out syracuse...it was nice to see and be reminded of our perfect season again. here's to hoping for one more so i can see them play for the championship in the orange bowl in january. what a way for my senior year football season to go. i'd be giddy i think lol.
fraternity stuff has been ok overall. definite ups and downs, overall goin well though. rush wasn't bad, we got like 15 or 16 of the 20 guys we need so far. one more week to pull the loose ends together on that. we had a pledge and brother only event last friday which was very fun, and it very well may have been BECAUSE we didn't have a party with girls and all (lot less stress and competition). we have a philan. event with zeta this weekend (beach clean up type thing) which will hopefully prove to be productive and fun. almost always good to meet new people and talk to ones you've known for a while.
i think i'm goin to call this an entry for now...can't think of much else to say at the moment, still a lil tired despite my 8 hours of sleep lol. i'll go back and see if i have any way to break this up into paragraphs of any sort for yalls sake (yay i did it!).
comments?
thought i'd try to make some sort of update, seein that it has been a while, and i'm not in the shittiest of moods so maybe this won't come out as a bitch fest. not sayin it will be bitch free...but not a bitch fest :)
so let's see...what have i been up to... i've been pretty good with school so far this semester. hopefully i can keep it up. i'm being relatively prompt with getting homework done (as in not always waitin to the night before it is due, or day of for that matter) when i sit down to do it, i actually read the book before or during it (not sure if this is due to a desire for learning or a lack of legitimate teachin in the classroom, either way though). no tests yet, but i feel more optimistic going into the first round than i have in a long time. i'm a bit more focused on these things which have to be important this year. so with bein more organized and focused on school and puttin more effort into it, i am actually finding myself with more free time than i had when i procrastinated. go figure. so on top of negating the stress from not having my work done, i have also managed to create more time to relax when it is all done. great combo. though i can't say its been all peaches because of this.
last week i believe it was i was in one of the shittiest moods i've been in in a long time. i didn't want to see or talk to anyone really...i just wanted to be alone. i was highly irritable and i am not quite sure why...nothing in particular sparked it that i could tell. i avoided people because i knew i was irritable and i didn't want to make any problems or start anymore than i already have so i figured i'd stay safe until i got over it, which i did after a few days of isolating myself to playing video games (thank god for the sims 2 and ff7) and kinda just ignoring people as much as possible so i would avoid gettin mad at them, or making them mad at me. i also got sick a few days into this (last weds and thurs) very quickly and randomly. head ache, sore throat, stomach ache...no fun. luckily it didn't last long and i had my homework done for the week already so i was able to sit back and get a lot of rest and recovered quickly enough.
managed to get out to both home football games the past two weeks. if anyone saw the fsu-um one....holy shit. i hate watchin us almost lose then get our act together at the last minute...but it is simply amazing to see as well. then we played la. tech this saturday and destroyed them 48-0. first shut out since my freshman year when we shut out syracuse...it was nice to see and be reminded of our perfect season again. here's to hoping for one more so i can see them play for the championship in the orange bowl in january. what a way for my senior year football season to go. i'd be giddy i think lol.
fraternity stuff has been ok overall. definite ups and downs, overall goin well though. rush wasn't bad, we got like 15 or 16 of the 20 guys we need so far. one more week to pull the loose ends together on that. we had a pledge and brother only event last friday which was very fun, and it very well may have been BECAUSE we didn't have a party with girls and all (lot less stress and competition). we have a philan. event with zeta this weekend (beach clean up type thing) which will hopefully prove to be productive and fun. almost always good to meet new people and talk to ones you've known for a while.
i think i'm goin to call this an entry for now...can't think of much else to say at the moment, still a lil tired despite my 8 hours of sleep lol. i'll go back and see if i have any way to break this up into paragraphs of any sort for yalls sake (yay i did it!).
comments?