life things
i out grew my shoes...
thats what he said
and he's right...
anyway
josh want me to do more shots of him b4 i leave, and well him too
he goes to school for some crap for the marines in june and will be gone til august, and i plan on moving in august, so i wont get to see him for 2months b4 i leave
which is probably a good thing
i need to get my mind in gear to go
it seems like right now everywhere i go everything i do, everyone i talk to seems to think i'm a big fish in a small bowl here
and its not that i think i'm the shit, i dont, its not that at all
i'm just over savannah
i'm over being here
i'm over breathing here
dont get me wrong i love this place
but i feel i have potentual to do something w/myself elsewhere
theres a whole fucking world out there and i have to be part of it or whats the point in being anywhere?
the more i talk about leaving to him
the more he seems to start to miss me already
and thats fucking me up a little
its been a long fucking time since i could say i "love" someone, and well i'm in love w/ him, whos probably the wrong person to be in love with right now considering he's 24 has a penis, is aware of it, looks good, and well is aware of it
aside from that...
i need to go where my good luck shoes will take me after the summer
all of my close friends here are leaving or left(for the most part)
and well
i dont wanna be stuck here to try to relive everything
leaving josh is going to suck
suck more then i'm prepared for
but i gotta
ya know?
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thats what he said
and he's right...
anyway
josh want me to do more shots of him b4 i leave, and well him too
he goes to school for some crap for the marines in june and will be gone til august, and i plan on moving in august, so i wont get to see him for 2months b4 i leave
which is probably a good thing
i need to get my mind in gear to go
it seems like right now everywhere i go everything i do, everyone i talk to seems to think i'm a big fish in a small bowl here
and its not that i think i'm the shit, i dont, its not that at all
i'm just over savannah
i'm over being here
i'm over breathing here
dont get me wrong i love this place
but i feel i have potentual to do something w/myself elsewhere
theres a whole fucking world out there and i have to be part of it or whats the point in being anywhere?
the more i talk about leaving to him
the more he seems to start to miss me already
and thats fucking me up a little
its been a long fucking time since i could say i "love" someone, and well i'm in love w/ him, whos probably the wrong person to be in love with right now considering he's 24 has a penis, is aware of it, looks good, and well is aware of it
aside from that...
i need to go where my good luck shoes will take me after the summer
all of my close friends here are leaving or left(for the most part)
and well
i dont wanna be stuck here to try to relive everything
leaving josh is going to suck
suck more then i'm prepared for
but i gotta
ya know?
:\
<\3