fuck!!
well, everything is starting to really fucking suck, by a combination of legal troubles (that i cant disclose on my public livejourna), and the fact that me and my girlfriend are basically being forced to break up, since shes really gonna be moving to new mexico soon. this sucks big time and im really bummed out, but i really dont want me and gwen to end on a bad note. what im saying is that im gonna keep talking to her on the phone and the internet in the meantime, and making the most of the last little bit of time she and i will be spending together for the next 2 years when she decides she wants to move back to MD after she turns 18. i think i can feel a lot better if i can spend some time with her before she has to go for good. all of my other girlfriends ive been with have ended on a bad note, even when i broke up with amanda (i felt guilty for the longest time and regretted the decision often), but i feel that me and gwen can enjoy our last weeks together, then she'll be gone, and im giving her my monty python and the holy grail dvd, a little something for her to remember me by. i'll never forget her, and i will always be sure to keep in contact with her so maybe somewhere down the line she and i can meet again, that'll be a day i will really look forward to.... oh yeah, and supposedly my good friend rosie is mad at me, and i dont even know why. that'll be fun finding out im sure. well, thats all i really have to say on what sucks in my life, now onto the better things.
on a lighter note, some things are going pretty good for me, i have my parents paid off for ordering porn on digital cable (hey, my girlfriend is in another state and the computer is moved out into the family room, you do the math). i figured that jimmy wouldve had me totally paid off by then, but he didnt, so i was fucked, mom and dad took my bass away, said i couldnt have friends over for awhile, that and owing them 75 bucks total (50 for the porn, 25 for the monthly internet bill). yeah that sucked and all, but i worked in the basement removing all the insulation from the ceilings in the entire basement (filled like over 30 fucking black trash bags!!), and dad said he would pay me and brandon each $100 bucks for the work we did, and apparently we did a great job!! well, i did most of the dirty work, i was up on the step ladder removing the tiles and pulling the itchy itchy insulation out, and brandon was standing near me with a trash bag, lol) oh well, no more insulation in the basement, and now my bass is louder through the floor, yay? and soon im really hoping to find a job, b/c ive been applying all sorts of places lately, jimmy gave me a brief tutorial on some of the labels on stuff for shelter systems, so that if i end up working there, i'll have somewhat of an idea of what im doing. according to jimmy, it doesnt take very long before the job becomes easy and repetitive. so putting together trusses is more or less like putting a giant jigsaw puzzle together, only it involves staple guns and plates. i might be jamming up at Brenton's house with him and joe, thats something i really need, b/c its been forever since the last time i jammed with someone that wasnt tony. i say MIGHT be b/c i dont have a ride and im gonna try to find a way up there anyways. well, im gonna go check on that as soon as my bro gets off the damn phone!! until then, tah!!
on a lighter note, some things are going pretty good for me, i have my parents paid off for ordering porn on digital cable (hey, my girlfriend is in another state and the computer is moved out into the family room, you do the math). i figured that jimmy wouldve had me totally paid off by then, but he didnt, so i was fucked, mom and dad took my bass away, said i couldnt have friends over for awhile, that and owing them 75 bucks total (50 for the porn, 25 for the monthly internet bill). yeah that sucked and all, but i worked in the basement removing all the insulation from the ceilings in the entire basement (filled like over 30 fucking black trash bags!!), and dad said he would pay me and brandon each $100 bucks for the work we did, and apparently we did a great job!! well, i did most of the dirty work, i was up on the step ladder removing the tiles and pulling the itchy itchy insulation out, and brandon was standing near me with a trash bag, lol) oh well, no more insulation in the basement, and now my bass is louder through the floor, yay? and soon im really hoping to find a job, b/c ive been applying all sorts of places lately, jimmy gave me a brief tutorial on some of the labels on stuff for shelter systems, so that if i end up working there, i'll have somewhat of an idea of what im doing. according to jimmy, it doesnt take very long before the job becomes easy and repetitive. so putting together trusses is more or less like putting a giant jigsaw puzzle together, only it involves staple guns and plates. i might be jamming up at Brenton's house with him and joe, thats something i really need, b/c its been forever since the last time i jammed with someone that wasnt tony. i say MIGHT be b/c i dont have a ride and im gonna try to find a way up there anyways. well, im gonna go check on that as soon as my bro gets off the damn phone!! until then, tah!!