Apr 03, 2006 02:09
I don't know why but i've been feeling really good lately despite my arm being a little sore. Now that I'm working out and playing some sports I feel a lot better about my body image. You know how people worry that they look ugly because their over-weight and that kind of thing. Well, on occasion it works the reverse for me. I've gone through periods where I feel like I'm rail thin and I'm not even attractive to myself. lol. Sounds pretty odd huh? I've been feeling good lately though. I've gained a couple of pounds which I'm proud of cause for those of you who don't know its almost impossible for me to do. I spent a summer sitting on my ass at home eating and lost 5 pounds. Wtf? What do I have to do? So I gained a couple of pounds and I'm so proud of myself. I even think I'm looking better now that I'm working out. My muscles are more defined and I feel more confident. I guess I'm just happy about that. Now if only I can get rid of my farmer's tan. haha
On another note I'm really happy to be spending more time with my friends, well, those that can hang out. I've never had a group of people in my life that I've spent so much time with besides my family. Its been really great to get to know all of you and if anyone ever needs me just let me know, even if I'm a little slow to get with it sometimes. Talking, hanging out, whatever, I'm pretty open. Alright. Time for me to hit the sack.
p.s. My brother gave me the wedding ring yesterday to hold on to. I was like "maybe you should keep it for another month until I get out of school." But of course its tradition and now I have to find a place to keep it safe for the next two months. Shouldn't be too hard. I'll stash it somewhere good.