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I've been waiting for a time in my life when everything feels proportionate and balanced before I update on here. Have figured out that this will definitely not happen, so I'll try to cover everything in general terms without my psychoticism showing;)
I'm stuck in an on-again, off-again relationship thing with a guy who is amazing in almost every way, except that he can be a douche bag as a result of not knowing what he wants. I've been a saint - patient, forgiving, UNCHANGING in the fact that I still like him despite everything, but it's looking like we're not going to date over the summer, which I've kind of decided, I am not okay with. Does that work? Can I tell him, no, we ARE going to pursue this relationship because I know you like me but you're retarded and can't figure that out, and that's final? :)
School kind of flew by. I'm doing fine in everything, I guess. It was an easy semester, and haven't focused a lot at all. I'm really apathetic school-wise but just enough to get my shit done and leave. I've been concentrating on living and distracting myself with the aforementioned subject as well as music and friends and having fun. It's been an amazing semester, really, despite my ups and downs. I think next semester will be even better, so I'm excited.
I'm going to probably take 2 classes at RCCC over the summer, if I can get in them. I'll also be volunteering all over the places, and hopefully be immersing myself in some sort of hobbies, because I really don't want to be bored for three months. I'll definitely be spending lots of time with my bffs, and hopefully reconnecting with some old friends too. Friends make everything better, as I've found. So I'm going to remember that and use it to my advantage:)
What else to say? Oh, Olivier just skyped me. Haven't talked to him in a month. Probably should let him know I'm alive.
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I'm stuck in an on-again, off-again relationship thing with a guy who is amazing in almost every way, except that he can be a douche bag as a result of not knowing what he wants. I've been a saint - patient, forgiving, UNCHANGING in the fact that I still like him despite everything, but it's looking like we're not going to date over the summer, which I've kind of decided, I am not okay with. Does that work? Can I tell him, no, we ARE going to pursue this relationship because I know you like me but you're retarded and can't figure that out, and that's final? :)
School kind of flew by. I'm doing fine in everything, I guess. It was an easy semester, and haven't focused a lot at all. I'm really apathetic school-wise but just enough to get my shit done and leave. I've been concentrating on living and distracting myself with the aforementioned subject as well as music and friends and having fun. It's been an amazing semester, really, despite my ups and downs. I think next semester will be even better, so I'm excited.
I'm going to probably take 2 classes at RCCC over the summer, if I can get in them. I'll also be volunteering all over the places, and hopefully be immersing myself in some sort of hobbies, because I really don't want to be bored for three months. I'll definitely be spending lots of time with my bffs, and hopefully reconnecting with some old friends too. Friends make everything better, as I've found. So I'm going to remember that and use it to my advantage:)
What else to say? Oh, Olivier just skyped me. Haven't talked to him in a month. Probably should let him know I'm alive.
<3