Friends<3
Ah man, I am really obsessed with this picture of him. Food, and a smile.
He's such a good person. He's now comfortable with saying, "I love you" rather than, "luv ya". And Maria too--she's great. I ignored all of the rumors, and that's awesome.
But I find it so weird they always see what I'm up to. I feel like a piece of shit because I am way too busy. I just think it's weird because out of all the 100's of people/fans they know, they make sure to make room for me into their busy schedule. Even though it's hard to hang out, I'm glad they're anal about their music. I'm just surprised they haven't went on tour with the Locust!!
(me in the yellow)
Then Misha...she's like one of my new good friends. She has best friends that she has known since the 6th grade, but sometimes relationships like that turn into shit. She's cool and we plan to eat cookies and drink green tea sometime soon. She said, "I love you" when her ride was leaving the party we were at.
I think these "I love you's" have not been thrown around abusively by friends recently. I've had a few past friends that I've known for years who have never told me they loved me. I just now realized that. CRAZY.
This guy Aaron, we're not like best friends or anything, but he makes me smile every time I get a simple message or when he comes up to me at times just to talk. I think he's very sincere, and that's what I like. He's a busy dude in the SD underground music scene, but he squeezes shit in. Shy, but super dope.
Down to earth Amanda. This girl JUST turned 18. I'm impressed. She is so real. I don't know how to describe this kind girl. You'd have to meet her. She seriously lives the life I wish for. She has this AWESOME camera and she went on tour with Di Niguinim up and down the west coast. She's talented, lives in a cute place in Golden Hill and has a great dude for a boyfriend. Oh yeah, and she is one hell of a musician--so inspirational.
Neil, you're my best friend. I don't care what gets in the way of us, you know I'll always be here. You're everything I need--you're smart, funny, cultural, and just an interesting motherfucker. You know how I feel.
(can't find a fucking recent photo of you!)
Josh, you've been my friend since the 9th grade. You always had a crush on my punk rock ass. I'll never forget the time you tried making out with me on the trolley--weirdo! haha I refused because I didn't want our healthy friendship to change. And last weekend, we talked about how a giant sea monster would gobble me up from Fiesta Island, and you'd live to see that. But then you said, "I wouldn't know how to live with myself. I couldn't be alive knowing that I just let you die. That wouldn't happen." Gosh, Josh, I love you. We always have fun no matter what.
Dustin, I've known you since we were like 4 ft tall. You're fucking hilarious and fucking strange at the same time. You come off as a dick to other people, but I KNOW you're a sweetheart. I hope you and Hali go out. You two would make the best couple.
Kyle you were my VERY FIRST friend ever--since kindegarten. I can't believe we still hang out. You have such a huge heart that I'm super glad we're close STILL. It's insane. We've gotten into SOOO much trouble together, and my parents started to hate you. PUNK ASS! "Can you teach me how to draw clowns?" hahaha <333
And finally, Nick. You will always be my best friend. You're the best boyfriend any girl could want. You're so goddamn open minded that it makes me want to just rip you up and make sure you're not a robot. You're smart as shit but so humble. I'm such a bitch at times, I'm glad you can handle my ass. I'm in love with you and I know we'll love each other forever.
I feel like this is a drunken post, but it's not. I just have been admiring people a lot lately. If I mentioned you, then please be flattered hahah <333
Let's grow together!