it felt so good.

[cynthia_oso]

after yoga and stand up comedy with steve, we went back to the hawaii house to make pizza. and finally all the roommates were there. PERFECT. we hung out and joked all night. sarah made it a little awkward, but then after she left, the four of us talked about serious stuff, including the serious shit in my life, and things that happened through out my life. one 22, 26, and 30 year old were listening to me. it felt so nice to express why i'm so depressed and why i haven't been eating in 2 weeks. it's nice to hear input from people who've lived more than i. it was great. aaron, (aka grandpa) stood up with us till 4, pushing 5 in the morning. usually he sends his ass to bed, but he decided to be there. and sean, god, we had an awkward year of silence, but now we're like buddies. i said something about when i was in elementary, i never had any friends...and then he stopped me, and was like, "Don't worry, you have friends now." with a smile on his face. and then later i said, "gosh, i hate it when nick hogs my friends because then they'd rather hang out with him than me." and he immediately said, "cynthia, we think you're better anyway." seriously, that made my night. it was so weird. the whole night started off with phone sex jokes (random) and then ended with some serious shit. it was so nice, i've been wanting this for so long. and steve was really tired. i know he wanted to pass out. so accompanied me on the couch until i feel asleep. it was really cold and he kept me warm. he decided to leave to sleep outside on the futon.
then the next morning...BREAKFAST! woooo!
love these guys.



steve



sean


aaron

yayyyyyyyyy

excited for saturday.