SPN 2.01 "In My Time of Dying"
I want to marry John Wincester and have his babies and give him a really good life, complete with white picket fences, no demons to hunt, and lots of good sex. (Or is that part of what would make it a good life for me? :) )
(This overwhelming love for Papa Wincester disregards all questions of his strange moral code. It is simply a reflection of such love dear God love him yes I do. Give me some time and I'll sort out how I feel about the bargain he made.)
*flails*
I love that the first real bit of movement in the episode is Sam's adam's apple. I love that Sam, who could easily be such a passive character, is such a damn hot-head when it comes to arguing with his father. (Will Dean become that force he's always pushing against now that John's gone?) I adore the hell out of Sam buying a Ouija board to talk to Dean, and how he knew he was there.
In short: I love Sam. Oh yes I do.
But Dean is ♥. I love that his father apologized for the life he's given him...then turned around and basically cemented Dean into that life, locking him into place as Sam-watcher, keeper of the secrets, all-around responsible person. Especially with Papa Wincester gone. Poor beautiful sad strong Dean. (You think if both Jack Shephard and Dean Wincester are holding up the world on their shoulders, it will be a little easier for the both of them?)
*sigh*
That episode was better than I expected. I always do like the ones that dig into the family dynamics. It surprised me, and I cried at the end. But now where in the hell am I going to get my Jeffrey Dean Morgan fix now that he's been found dead in not one but two hospital rooms after breaking my heart with all the love?
GAH.