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Ugh. I am so sick of worrying about college decisions. I sincerly hope yale, harvard and rice reject me. I would still go crazy trying to choose between MSU and USC, but at least I wouldn't have those to worry about. I am almost certain yale will reject me. Probaby harvard. I think rice is about a 50/50. I mean, it would be nice to get in I suppose, but then I have to think- is it worth the reputation to pay 40 grand a year? no. Okay, well that settles that. I think unless rice happens to offer a substantial music scholarship, those three are probably out. and that includes new england, of course, because that's the joint harvard program thing and I think I have a 0 percent chance of getting into that.
But South Carolina and Michigan. There's the rub. (lol- random digression here- I helped Chris memorize the lines from Hamlet for extra credit. I love it- To die, to sleep; To Sleep? Perchance to dream! aye there's the rub- lol, I am such a dork) But anyway so today Mr. Lyras (the incredible almost unbelievably great teacher at MSU) called and asked how interested I still am in MSU so he will save a spot for me in his studio (he only takes 1 undergraduate a year!!!- not freshmen- undergraduate!!) So naturally I am flattered and tell him how interested I am and how much I liked the campus and that I am in the honors college and all that and he said he will "see what he can do for me" at the scholarship meeting this week. If they can match South Carolina's offer, I don't think I will have much of a problem choosing MSU, but anything less would make it extremely hard because USC has been so generous and I feel like I know people there and being a special scholar and everything is so cool. AHHHHHHH!!!!! What to do! I am stressed out. I just know waiting for letters is going to ruin my entire spring break. That makes me sad.
But South Carolina and Michigan. There's the rub. (lol- random digression here- I helped Chris memorize the lines from Hamlet for extra credit. I love it- To die, to sleep; To Sleep? Perchance to dream! aye there's the rub- lol, I am such a dork) But anyway so today Mr. Lyras (the incredible almost unbelievably great teacher at MSU) called and asked how interested I still am in MSU so he will save a spot for me in his studio (he only takes 1 undergraduate a year!!!- not freshmen- undergraduate!!) So naturally I am flattered and tell him how interested I am and how much I liked the campus and that I am in the honors college and all that and he said he will "see what he can do for me" at the scholarship meeting this week. If they can match South Carolina's offer, I don't think I will have much of a problem choosing MSU, but anything less would make it extremely hard because USC has been so generous and I feel like I know people there and being a special scholar and everything is so cool. AHHHHHHH!!!!! What to do! I am stressed out. I just know waiting for letters is going to ruin my entire spring break. That makes me sad.