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So.
I am FINALLY done my education (for now).
I have an internship at the QEII foundation. A fabulous internship may I add.
I am ready to take on the world.
I am ready to settle down somewhere and have a job. I want to explore and be happy.
I want to be with peace.
I want to be happy and fufilled and I am not about to let anything get in my way.
I have come to realize that only I am the one who can control any of these things. I don't care how much we need to be told. Nobody can tell you to have a personal awakening. Nobody can walk into our lives, figuratively or literly and take away our burning passion to be sucessful. No, I don't mean money and riches and love and wealth and health. I mean the real success. The kind that when you go to bed at night, or day whatever you wish, you can lose yourself in your mind, your thoughts and yourself and be satisfied. You don't question what you did or who you are. Someone once said that once this happens I will know it. I am surrounded every day with tasks and challenges that make me want to hide under a bed. I sometimes want to scream at the top of my lungs, move to an island and just read books until death changes my life. But really, I have a lot. I have a passionate and profound connection with a man who treats me like a queen on a bad day, the kind of connection I have is beyond what Cinderella told me about love and can only be labled as soulmates for lack of a better more descriptive word. I have a degree, a diploma, and countless friends and family. I have health and fresh water whenever i want it. I have cean clothes and a pet and socks to cover my toes. I have a camera to save my memories for me.
I have it.
I have unbrittled passion.
I was once told by a foolish boy that it would get me in trouble. If I could go back and laugh at him I would.
I was once told by a foolish woman that I don't try hard enough.
Someday I will be a big deal. Someday I will do all of the change that I truly want and I will be so happy to call you all my friends and family and loved ones.
Someday I will be sucessful.
I am FINALLY done my education (for now).
I have an internship at the QEII foundation. A fabulous internship may I add.
I am ready to take on the world.
I am ready to settle down somewhere and have a job. I want to explore and be happy.
I want to be with peace.
I want to be happy and fufilled and I am not about to let anything get in my way.
I have come to realize that only I am the one who can control any of these things. I don't care how much we need to be told. Nobody can tell you to have a personal awakening. Nobody can walk into our lives, figuratively or literly and take away our burning passion to be sucessful. No, I don't mean money and riches and love and wealth and health. I mean the real success. The kind that when you go to bed at night, or day whatever you wish, you can lose yourself in your mind, your thoughts and yourself and be satisfied. You don't question what you did or who you are. Someone once said that once this happens I will know it. I am surrounded every day with tasks and challenges that make me want to hide under a bed. I sometimes want to scream at the top of my lungs, move to an island and just read books until death changes my life. But really, I have a lot. I have a passionate and profound connection with a man who treats me like a queen on a bad day, the kind of connection I have is beyond what Cinderella told me about love and can only be labled as soulmates for lack of a better more descriptive word. I have a degree, a diploma, and countless friends and family. I have health and fresh water whenever i want it. I have cean clothes and a pet and socks to cover my toes. I have a camera to save my memories for me.
I have it.
I have unbrittled passion.
I was once told by a foolish boy that it would get me in trouble. If I could go back and laugh at him I would.
I was once told by a foolish woman that I don't try hard enough.
Someday I will be a big deal. Someday I will do all of the change that I truly want and I will be so happy to call you all my friends and family and loved ones.
Someday I will be sucessful.