I made us a soundtrack! A song for each character, and a few that just make me think of the storyline.
Here's the download.How To Fight Loneliness (Wilco) - How to fight loneliness? / Smile all the time / Shine you teeth 'til meaningless/ And sharpen them with lies . . . And the first thing that you want / Will be the last thing you ever need / That's how you fight it.
This is Robin’s song. He’s trying to fit in, he can’t quite pull it off, and he’s living this really rough double life.
The Tower (Vienna Teng) - The one who survives by making the lives / Of others worthwhile / She's coming apart / Right before my eyes
HEY IAMBICK!
No, seriously. This song just made me think of Jamal. It’s very sad, and I don’t think it’s perfect for him, but he helps a lot of people, and he cares about all of them, and this made me think of him.
Boys in the Girl’s Room (Garbage) - Boys in the girl’s room / Girls in the men’s room / You free your mind in your androgyny
. . . Rex, anyone? Also, I love this song. Not a plug
Not That Social (The Von Bondies) - I know a way to make things better / Do I mean it, or am I just mean / You’re not that social, just a good drinker.
My god, Shell, you’re such an ass.
Candy (Aaron Carter) - I know a girl who’s tough but sweet / She’s so fine she can’t be beat.
I SHOULD BE SHOT ON SIGHT FOR INCLUDING THIS.
Candleburn (Dishwalla) - On Vineland past the candle shrine that melts into the street design / She waits for someone / Tonight she'll give herself away / She'll break apart all by herself / It’s so easy how we come undone.
I don’t know exactly why this makes me think of Sarah. It’s just very sad, sweet, a little lost.
Expectations (Belle & Sebastian) - And the head said that you always were a queer one from the start / For careers you say you went to be remembered for your art / Your obsessions get you known throughout the school for being strange.
This is such a good Cynicide song. It’s very misfit-y, but not giving up quite yet.
All The Lonely People (The Beatles) - I assume you know the lyrics. THIS IS MY ROBIN/SHELL SONG!
Butterflies Instead (K’s Choice) - I lock the door and lock my head / And dream of butterflies instead.
This is such a beautiful song. It’s about a child whose parents are getting divorced, so, um, it doesn’t really apply, and is a blatant plug. LISTEN TO IT.
Mad World (Gary Jules cover) - I find it hard to tell you / I find it hard to take / When people run in circles it’s a very, very / Mad world.
The bookshop - our own little corner of sanity.
Save Me (Aimee Mann) - If you could save me / From the ranks of the freaks / Who suspect they could never love anyone
Candy and Jamal friend!song? Also, I just found out my dad knew Aimee Mann and worked with her in a bakery. Hard-fucking-core, amirite?
Disarm (Smashing Pumpkins) - Disarm you with a smile / And leave you like they left me here / To wither in denial /The bitterness of one whos left alone / Ooh, the years burn
This is an amazing, heartrending song about loss of innocence. It just struck me as perfect.
I Want Candy Dead (Geoffery Paris) - I may or may not have just stuck this on to make up for the atrocity that is Aaron Carter. NO HATE, CANDY. Please don’t hit me with that keyboard.