pulling
Lately I've been thinking th whole benjamin casey situation. Which one to choose? Casey a man that makes me feel safe warm but somewhat not important to change for, a man who wants me to change for him when his drug habits and lifestyle don't really scream out I love you madly and forever. Casey a man who can't stand inside of a small room because he might go insane even if I want him there with me. Or Benjamin a boy after my heart who cuddles with me until noon, goes out to eat at new and exciting places, stares into my eyes and makes me feel that high schoolish kind of love but is willing to always help but without that impression that I owe him back. Benjamin lets me do things as I want never questions me but never tells me much. Casey never bullshits me if i ask him a question he will tell me no lies.
A quandry at best that I need to figure out soon before I get my self into trouble.
A quandry at best that I need to figure out soon before I get my self into trouble.