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Sometimes I wish I still lived up in Humboldt that way I wouldn't feel so abandoned because the distance between me and everyone else would be my choice and it wouldn't hurt so bad because i couldn't do anything about it. Living down here, everyone wants to go out at night, there are things to do, place to go to, but I can't do them, go to them. So life just seems desolate, alone, depressing.