so alone
sometimes its so embarrassing to admit that i have no one to hang out with.
This is mostly due to the fact that my mom constricts my hours and i have to abide or she tries to kick me out.
but seriously i don't really have anyone to kick it with regularly. amber's always busy. and shes pretty much the only female close friend i have who lives in so cal. everyone at school has their lil group that they ahng out with after school and its just so stupid to say that nope i don't have anyone.
ok so i hang out with ary on the weekends but even thats starting to become a hassle because my mom doesn't like him. sure theres mike but i have to sneak out to see him late at night.
i just wish i had some girlfriends that i oculd be around and feel safe with laugh and enjoy eachothers company. i wish i was the highschool me.
lately though it just sucks feels like i'm being left out of things due to my curfew. i don't have drinking buddies don't go out clubbing as much. it just feels lonely to be me.
This is mostly due to the fact that my mom constricts my hours and i have to abide or she tries to kick me out.
but seriously i don't really have anyone to kick it with regularly. amber's always busy. and shes pretty much the only female close friend i have who lives in so cal. everyone at school has their lil group that they ahng out with after school and its just so stupid to say that nope i don't have anyone.
ok so i hang out with ary on the weekends but even thats starting to become a hassle because my mom doesn't like him. sure theres mike but i have to sneak out to see him late at night.
i just wish i had some girlfriends that i oculd be around and feel safe with laugh and enjoy eachothers company. i wish i was the highschool me.
lately though it just sucks feels like i'm being left out of things due to my curfew. i don't have drinking buddies don't go out clubbing as much. it just feels lonely to be me.