vewwy intawesting
Journal entry 3/24/06
Songs I need to download that popped up in my head and I’m writing down now while they’re fresh:
Jewel - these hands
Jewel - who will save your soul
More to come later…
Today went to work got a shit load done. I think I might not have left Bong much work to do, but that was nice of me wasn’t it? After work went to school and took my 5 test of this week. Luckily I think I did pretty well, except there were two terms that wasn’t mentioned in the chapter we were taking the test on. That’s so not fair. Anyways on the way home I called Ary and he said his schedule for work changed and he wont have weekends off anymore. So I decided to take a little trip to see him. Called mom asked her if I could go she said it was ok.
So I headed towards Sherman Oaks. Gah! What a fucking horrible drive. Especially during 6 pm driving through LA. Anyways I got there around 7 and we got some chicken to eat. Mmmmm good chicken I must say rotisserie style. I also saw his dad again. Mr. Shrier is so cool. He’s just so funny and nice. Ary doesn’t appreciate his dad at all. Mr. Shrier actually made a funny crack at Ary. He asked Ary for a hug and then squeezed him in the most unmanly fashion, then asked me why Ary didn’t like hugging his dad or letting him kiss Ary… on the lips. LOL! He swore he wouldn’t open his mouth and use his tongue. Yes that’s just slightly weird, but it was quite funny. Then he asked why Ary’s problem was, I knew exactly what it was, but I didn’t want to get all psychiatrist on him. He actually gave Ary $60 to take me out to dinner. He was so glad to get out of the house and away from his dad, but after we got to Zankou chicken I asked him to get it to go and eat at his house. He wasn’t exactly elated. So we had dinner at his house and then retired to his room to burn off some calories ::wink wink nudge nudge:: So we laid in bed for awhile and he smiled at me and get really bashful when guys do that. Anyways by the time we got out I had to leave and be home before 10:30 and I saw Mr. Shrier with his ahem, “lady friend” as Ary calls her in his room topless. I found it hilarious, because Ary was being such a baby about it. The door was only a bit open. So Ary walked me to my car and I told him a tidbit of info he might want to remember: he needs to get his shit together and do something about life instead of whining about it; his dad is human and deserves some enjoyment in his life too; he needs to appreciate the things he has in life and not worry so much about the little things.
Anyways I try to analyze Ary from time to time. I think he has a problem with intimacy and I don’t mean the sexual kind. I mean he’s just not a warm hugging kind of person. He insults his father all the time about being stupid and weird. Mr Shrier I must admit is a bit weird, but he just kind of reminds me of my dad, Laszlo. Also it seems like I can always trump Ary when it comes to difficult situations. Yeah he has a room where the door doesn’t lock, but I don’t even have my own room. Sure he has a job that is slightly embarrassing, but I have a harder job that I get paid less than him. His life is plain and boring due to his own making, but my life is plain and boring because I have no time to make it otherwise. His dad always wants to know where he’s going, but still lets him go without much concern, I have to beg my Mom and get shit for going out once a week.
Songs I need to download that popped up in my head and I’m writing down now while they’re fresh:
Jewel - these hands
Jewel - who will save your soul
More to come later…
Today went to work got a shit load done. I think I might not have left Bong much work to do, but that was nice of me wasn’t it? After work went to school and took my 5 test of this week. Luckily I think I did pretty well, except there were two terms that wasn’t mentioned in the chapter we were taking the test on. That’s so not fair. Anyways on the way home I called Ary and he said his schedule for work changed and he wont have weekends off anymore. So I decided to take a little trip to see him. Called mom asked her if I could go she said it was ok.
So I headed towards Sherman Oaks. Gah! What a fucking horrible drive. Especially during 6 pm driving through LA. Anyways I got there around 7 and we got some chicken to eat. Mmmmm good chicken I must say rotisserie style. I also saw his dad again. Mr. Shrier is so cool. He’s just so funny and nice. Ary doesn’t appreciate his dad at all. Mr. Shrier actually made a funny crack at Ary. He asked Ary for a hug and then squeezed him in the most unmanly fashion, then asked me why Ary didn’t like hugging his dad or letting him kiss Ary… on the lips. LOL! He swore he wouldn’t open his mouth and use his tongue. Yes that’s just slightly weird, but it was quite funny. Then he asked why Ary’s problem was, I knew exactly what it was, but I didn’t want to get all psychiatrist on him. He actually gave Ary $60 to take me out to dinner. He was so glad to get out of the house and away from his dad, but after we got to Zankou chicken I asked him to get it to go and eat at his house. He wasn’t exactly elated. So we had dinner at his house and then retired to his room to burn off some calories ::wink wink nudge nudge:: So we laid in bed for awhile and he smiled at me and get really bashful when guys do that. Anyways by the time we got out I had to leave and be home before 10:30 and I saw Mr. Shrier with his ahem, “lady friend” as Ary calls her in his room topless. I found it hilarious, because Ary was being such a baby about it. The door was only a bit open. So Ary walked me to my car and I told him a tidbit of info he might want to remember: he needs to get his shit together and do something about life instead of whining about it; his dad is human and deserves some enjoyment in his life too; he needs to appreciate the things he has in life and not worry so much about the little things.
Anyways I try to analyze Ary from time to time. I think he has a problem with intimacy and I don’t mean the sexual kind. I mean he’s just not a warm hugging kind of person. He insults his father all the time about being stupid and weird. Mr Shrier I must admit is a bit weird, but he just kind of reminds me of my dad, Laszlo. Also it seems like I can always trump Ary when it comes to difficult situations. Yeah he has a room where the door doesn’t lock, but I don’t even have my own room. Sure he has a job that is slightly embarrassing, but I have a harder job that I get paid less than him. His life is plain and boring due to his own making, but my life is plain and boring because I have no time to make it otherwise. His dad always wants to know where he’s going, but still lets him go without much concern, I have to beg my Mom and get shit for going out once a week.