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U kno what fuck it.
2day was great, grandma is sending me a check so i can buy the car my neighbor is selling, yah its kinda old, but still a good car so w.e im not rich no where near it. i am damn thankful for where i am in life and dont overlook how it is. There is alot of you who may have at one time, but dont currently kno what is going on in my life,if you wanna msg me or call me and actully carry out a meaningful conversation then do it, otherwise i dont need hypocritical bullshit. I try to get over the past, but its really fuckin hard, i may say stuff, but its only in my best efforts to move on. What happens happens i can deal with that, but i dont have to deal with people all the time. I mean you can sterotype the fact that im always sad or always mean or always a terrible person, but that must either be because of your presence, or you just have really bad timing (please note this is actully applicable). but id like to tell many of you, as much as you think this is illogical for saying, and im a selfish idiot, as well as a hypocritical bullshitting feelingless bastard, .....You Dont Understand Me Not One Bit..... You may think you do, but its only another visage i want you to know. And ive read someone else's writting who from what im told is brillant, (not saying that i am, cuz im def not) but he as well expresses these same feelings of lack of understanding.
As sloppily as that is put together its damn truthful, so comment if youd like, and if you think it all stupid and me an idiot who isnt deserving of life dont, you might hurt my feelings but o well, doesnt hurt you does it?
The world spins despite our realizing it. What then is to stop other events of great magnitude from going unnoticed?
2day was great, grandma is sending me a check so i can buy the car my neighbor is selling, yah its kinda old, but still a good car so w.e im not rich no where near it. i am damn thankful for where i am in life and dont overlook how it is. There is alot of you who may have at one time, but dont currently kno what is going on in my life,if you wanna msg me or call me and actully carry out a meaningful conversation then do it, otherwise i dont need hypocritical bullshit. I try to get over the past, but its really fuckin hard, i may say stuff, but its only in my best efforts to move on. What happens happens i can deal with that, but i dont have to deal with people all the time. I mean you can sterotype the fact that im always sad or always mean or always a terrible person, but that must either be because of your presence, or you just have really bad timing (please note this is actully applicable). but id like to tell many of you, as much as you think this is illogical for saying, and im a selfish idiot, as well as a hypocritical bullshitting feelingless bastard, .....You Dont Understand Me Not One Bit..... You may think you do, but its only another visage i want you to know. And ive read someone else's writting who from what im told is brillant, (not saying that i am, cuz im def not) but he as well expresses these same feelings of lack of understanding.
As sloppily as that is put together its damn truthful, so comment if youd like, and if you think it all stupid and me an idiot who isnt deserving of life dont, you might hurt my feelings but o well, doesnt hurt you does it?
The world spins despite our realizing it. What then is to stop other events of great magnitude from going unnoticed?