Jun 25, 2011 19:20
Ugh, I got sexually harassed at work today by a creepy, ugly-ass, old man, who was a patient at the clinic. I kept trying to schedule people and organize charts, and he kept saying a lot of things that made me really uncomfortable. Things about how gorgeous I was, and how he had a fetish for Asian women, and all this other creepy shit. It wasn't until after he implied that he wanted to have sex with me that it sunk in how gross I felt.
Wanna know the fucked up thing? Part of me actually feels GUILTY. I'm actually partially victim blaming myself--like I should've told him to fuck off, or made a scene, instead of kept quiet and try not to bring too much attention to it. I actually feel bad and regret I didn't do something about it.
Honestly, all of those people who say bullshit like how if they were in the victim's place they "would've done x, y, or z" need to shove that right up their ass. You don't know what you would've done--I thought if I was in a similar situation I would've said something, but at the time it didn't cross my mind. I don't know.
GDI, why has my summer sucked so far?
now i have hate