Its been a long night, i took my shower and watched some tv with my mother. We talked for a bit and she asked what we had done in the bedroom when we were together, in fact she was too afraid to come closer to the room ;) I laughed at that. She wants to know you alittle more is what she says.
Well i was writing this for a reason and now i don't even remember. But whatever.. i was sitting in my room by myself tonight just thinking listening to music while i straitened my annoying hair :p and thats when I decided
i love ever moment we spend together, I love how we can have so much fun with nothing at all, how we talk on the phone all night if we had the chance. I love how we can walk aimlessly in the cold and love the christmas lights (in the cold again), and feel nothing but eachothers company That in itself gives warmth.
Its so nice because i can honestly tell you its been YEARS since i have smiled and meant it, you do so much for me and i don't think you have any idea just how much of just... how magical you truely are.
and i couldn't put in words.. no words
they are used way too much... and i believe its over rated.. but to say it one time. like to hold your hand once, or feel that first kiss one more time... is to tell you just one time...
that i love you so much.
you can know i mean it when i say it.
I don't understand myself, i don't get my emotions and why i cry about my happiness.. but most of all i don't think i will ever regret them.
Oh my god, please... please please... know how much i love you.