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so here i go again back down the dark spiral to depression. i think emotions are overrated. perhaps i should just remain neutral to everything. i should harden my heart and never be attracted to anyone again. b/c apparently all it does is bother people, and all i can ever be is a buddy. so i think i'll just try as hard as i can not to be interested in finding someone anymore. b/c it's just not going to happen. b/c the second i'll think i have found someone worthwhile, the speech will roll on. i think i'm the only non-friend relationship i have (in a non-perverted fashion, i know how it sounded).
and in other news...John Podhoretz is an arrogant man. i hate the right wing smug mudslingers. at least i can tolerate the ones from the left wing. but i guess that's all personal preference.
and in other news...John Podhoretz is an arrogant man. i hate the right wing smug mudslingers. at least i can tolerate the ones from the left wing. but i guess that's all personal preference.