Is wondering...
I have been following a path that I'm not so sure I'm in love with. I mean, I get the feeling these days that we're all supposed to be overjoyed and follow the passion that drives us.
But, I think that's shit they tell people while there's very few who can actually make good on such self-help shit.
It's probably because I'm 26 and didn't have the presence of mind to see beyond 25 when I was 21. The years keep going on and on and soon enough I'm going to look at myself and wonder whether it was all worth it - like where's the escape hatch.
I guess what it all boils down to is that I'm worried I've been spending too much time concentrating on what I should be instead of what I want to be...but what the fuck do I want to be?