Was it really worth it?
Don't get me wrong...I got six roses! Of course I had a great evening! But isn't there some secret understanding between girls that new boy = she's off the radar for a bit? In my recent experience, that has been the code, but I guess lifetime friendships aren't supposed to work that way. I'm so confused. I hurt someone very close to me to get to know a boy. I can understand that she is not ready to forgive me, and I feel bad that I was not there for her when she needed me most. But isn't the idea of that lifetime friendship that two people totally understand how each ticks? Forgive and accept the person's fault, it is not worth the friendship. We both know this. I feel both guilty and not guilty, if that is possible. Maybe it's because I just don't know what I want.
And one more thing - just because a girl is spending large amounts of time w/a new guy does not mean that she must therefore be sleeping with him...ELFIE! Give me some credit, I am no slut...that was one isolated "incident". And no, I'm not over it, I'm distracted from it in a very positive way. ;)
And one more thing - just because a girl is spending large amounts of time w/a new guy does not mean that she must therefore be sleeping with him...ELFIE! Give me some credit, I am no slut...that was one isolated "incident". And no, I'm not over it, I'm distracted from it in a very positive way. ;)