May 28, 2004 11:48
Just a bit more to go on the paper! I realized yesterday it had to be a couple pages longer than I had originally planned, so I'm going out of my mind trying to elaborate and find one more new point to make. I HATE PAPERS! GAH! I just want to get this thing done so I can hang ouuuuut! Brenna and I are going to CLOG, how HOTT is that?! I want to get to that asap! Becca's supposed to sleep over tonight too. My Uncle's Retirement/Bday party is tomorrow at noon, so that can't last more than 5 hours, and then I'll have Saturday night free to do something really crazy, which I haven't been able to think about in about two weeks now. Hopefully I'll see Troy and Shrek 2 soon, and The Day After Tomorrow...That covers my historical/hottie action flick, cartoon, and crazy natural disaster ohmygodtheworldisgoingtoendihopeiknowhowtoswim...run! movie cravings for now.
I was thinking last night about what I wanted this summer to bring. I'm excited about going back to Funtown, there is nothing more theraputic than learning new choreography and music perfecting it, and sharing what you love to do with an audience. I can't wait to meet the new cast members! Megan and Sarah and I are the only ones returning. Like last summer, I hope to really connect with the rest of the cast and enjoy our short time together as a family. I made a few good friends with other parkies last summer, and I want those relationships to continue and to make some new ones. Enough about that! I'm hoping for lots of swimming in my pool and time with my family! Reconnecting with some people who have been important to me is one of the top things on my list this summer, there are just certain people I never want to let go of, and I've let that happen. I hope I can overcome my anxiety problems, and prove to myself that I'm still an academically capable person (I'm taking oceanography in July and August, we'll see how that goes). My self-confidence is very injured in that area and I'm going to have to work hard to rebuild it, with a little help. My biggest fear is that it's going to be insanely difficult trying to balance everything this summer once work starts. I want to try to spend equal time with everyone...my cast, those crazy Cape Elizabeth people, the 'Bunkies, the beautiful Samuel sisters who I miss so much, and my family...certainly a challenge with work and a class!
I guess it's time to stop procrastinating...time to work so that things can get in motion!
FUNTOWN IN 10 DAYS...YESSSSSSSSS!