Life in perspective
Who am i? i am nobody, im nothing but a drug addicted drunken slut. always fiending for the next high wash my tears away with alcohol smile and act like everythings good but when im high everything is good its beautful a happy world with rainbows and lollypops. then its over the world is dark and grey like my life but this is only depressed rambling, i just want someone to love someone for my life to revovle around rather than drugs. but i know it wont last, it never lasts cuz im a slut and i cant take seriousness or comittments, i think to myself maybe this once will be different. but either way im fucked over all the people i fall for either im too gullible and they just use me for sex or they get too serious and start talking about a future together. whats wrong with me? why cant i just have a normal relationship? just a normal life? but no im too fucked up. just another teen addict, i want to be something more i want to be happy and carefree. it jst never works out well whatever im gonna smoke away my creepy sad mood.