another LOOOOONNG tuesday.
so we went to new port richey. we were bickering about stupid shit and were both depressed. until i asked sasha, my therapist, if cyndi could come in to our session. that helped get all these underlying fears and shit that we'd been arguing about out on the table and worked on. we both left smiling and happy and had a really good day. especially when my therapist gave US homework..saying that we HAD to argue at least ten times on the way home...which made it seem funny so we never argued. after we left, we went to y-b-normal. its a unique gift store/ smoke shop. i bought some cloves..mmm. and cyn bought us a reefer sucker..and me some coffee and caffienated suckers. hehe. the marijuana sucker really fuckin tasted like a bag of potent weed. it was very different. it probably melted in cyns car all night ha! now it will smell like weed in her car. we didnt finish it cuz it was so strong flavored. after that we were supposed to go to sweet tomatoes but we were running late to her job for the self checkout thing so i never got dropped off and just drove down there. we were there fucking two hours. all i did was walk around ALBERTSONS and read the magazines and get interogatted by her loss prevention manager cuz he couldnt figure out why i was there two hours. i read a couple of good articles in rolling stone mag. a good story about chuck palanuik..the author of fight club, did u know hes gay? never knew that, and another article about jessica alba <3 <3. oh god she is my favorite actress. she is going to be fantastic 4!!!! which im soooo going to see. i took a demo disc for plastation magazine..cuz its free and the mag was already opened out of its protective wrapper. and its better i get it..than the next kid that comes along and sees it sitting nicely in the middle of the magazine! ha! after we finally left albertsons we went down to baywalk to go to the movies but we still had'nt eaten yet. so we went to the dish. that place is fucking awsome. u go up with 2 bowls one for sauce and the other for raw meats, veggies, beans, fruit or pasta. you pick your combonation and go up to this huge grill in the middle of the restraunt. a guy cooks it all together..adding sauce and puts it on a plate. theres like tons of varieties you could do..plus they serve fajita stuff if u want to make that, or tortila bread and rice. its all you can eat so you can go up a million times if you wants. its 17 dollars a person though. i mean they serve alot of expensive meats to. sirlion, turkey, chickey, beef, tuna, talapia, cod, another fish, calamari, shrimp, ham,sausage..and some other stuff. you get like 18 sauces to pick from and everything is unlimited. however much sauce you want. it was actually fun to eat there. me and cyn were there at least an hour and a half. we both talked about our families and shit like that. made the whole experience feel like our first real date. she paid for the expensive ass dinner. and i paid for the movie. we seen cinderella man. it was a good movie. its easy to get into even if your not a boxing fan.which i am not. after the movie mel called cuz andy walked out and was upset. but a MESSEGE FOR ANDY..if you read this...you WILL lose melanie if you DO NOT start COMMUNICATING with her. no matter how big your fear is of telling her how you feel..im sure the fear of LOSING HER is greater. she loves you and NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND. she cannot help you if you arent willing to at least tell her what is wrong. please trust me on this...and TALK TO HER. after that we went home and relaxed. it was another good day. and we were both glad we talked to sasha becuase it made us both feel better. but with this all said..im off to get ready for work...which i hafta be at soon.