i have FINALLY returned.
my fucking internet was turned off for 4 days!!! i have been having internet withdrawals. increased irritability, increased alcohol consumption, lack of motivation( ok well thats normal) ...but yeah..you get my drift. its been hell. all ive wanted to do is just come home and relax and chat with some friends...but nooooooo. there was some sort of splice in the wire outside that was interfering with me connecting. but now that im back...life really has been pretty uneventful. i was supposed to go out last night with like...a crowd of people..sara and cheryl included. sara was sickly..and cheryl was getting missy drunk (with robs help of course) and me and cyn stayed home and watched the kinsey sex movie thing. it really was a good movie. but the movie ended very nicely..for me...hehe. if you uh..get the drift. cyndi has been really close to me lately...and i love the way it feels. i feel like our love is growing. we have times where we want to jump down eachothers throats...but over all..i think we get along very good. i havent done any of my dbt homework...shoot me...im losing motivation. i hope i dont get kicked out. cyndi found out rob told her parents about the divorce and made it sound like SHE asked for the divorce..when she DIDNT. but yeah..thats where she is now. im kinda worried....i hope everythings ok. im going to go...