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Feb 03, 2005 22:34

today late arrival thank god! fer real. it felt so good to sleep in!! haha . my throat hurts and i cant talk real well. only not so good thing. thats ok. tomorrow we are going to st. louis? is it i ferget for competiotn for regionals..im excitd i just wish that my writs was all better...but its ok!! :-D ok, so anyways! i went to jessica's practice with her and i hit it was good!! i did not so good the first time but then the next few id id so much better!! sotfball starts soon!!! o man o man o man! i cna't wait!!

now that jessica got her license its so much better ...like we have gone out and been able to do stuff just us a lot more now. liek we go to the mall or go to get ice cream or jus u know things we couldn;t do before (obviously) and lik eyea i went to practice ith her today.. it was fun. then we stopped at baskin robbins on the way home. that was cool too.

so i know she feels really hurt and everything right. and shes been doing so well this year like staying positive and everything about everything. one thing though. i really hate it when she hurts. i really do. when i listen to her talk, shes jus so much older and like wise and idk jus i would say i would admire her a lot for everyrthing she does and what she says and puts up with. how she reacts to things...etc. i wish i could realy give her the world u know. and like i wish she wasn't in so much pain sometimes. i wish i could like do something atleast to make her feel happy and pain free. especially when she cries. b/c then it makes me wanna cry. and i don't feel like that on purpose but it just happens. i jus if i could i would cry away all her tears and the pain so she wouldn;t have to cry. b/c honestly that would make me happy. i think she deserves a lot more right now then what shes getting. and i know thins will coem in the future but i hope she sees it all soon.

when she goes to college thats gunna be so weird . and then i am going to college...and we will most likely be in two different states...and well thats sooo weird....like going from like kinda sharing one huge room, to like down a few states haha.

well, yea. so it also makes me happy to see emma and jessica are still as close as can be. we were talking about tonight emma and jessica and i how i always wen taklong with them abnd everything hah... it was great...herby's is really nice to. emma and him are just so cute together... really.

ok, so now that i worte like a fricken novel i shod really go to bed so i am not falling alseep in class tomorrow..haha.

o o o o!!1 my africa test i think i did good!!!
----meaning prob like a D hah

haha my dad still doesnt know i am leaving tomorrow afterschool thats kinda funny..and my sister and gram and mom just found out tonight....it made me laugh.

so does a lot of other tings!!! :-D

---marco in started singing leaven on a jet plane gdon't nklow when i'll be bakc again-- and i was like the only one who knew what song it was!!! its in armegedon...gotta love it!

ok fer real

sleep tight do'n't l;et the bed bugs bite
!!!!

-slam dunk-
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