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o dear...haahaha its so funny...i do it al the time. last night i started talking to jessica wen she was in bed...at like 11-12 ...and shes liek cyndi"why, i love when u talk to me but why do u chose to do it at 11:30 at night!!!" haha i was laugjing...but it was good. we talked and i exresed myself. haha... my anger.. jessica say i have to b careful or i will get an ulcer. i was so close to gettin my mom's phone yesterday. she actually gave it to me(her old phone) and she thought taht i wasnted to use it...but i told her i t wasn't for calling purposes..but to see it shatter...wen i get really mad...hahaha...she was lke noooooooooo...haha. i hit before jessica's practice at around the horn...ok, last week i did soo bad, and this week, i was slapping and my bunts were good..and my hitting was solid!!! i was so excited!! haha..and then i told jessica and then i wenr to hit again, and i sucked!! haha well not reALLYi jus didn't hit every single ball. so, yea, i can't wait irll softball strats....like, ok, i am happy about basketball, and i pray that i have a good game today like really..omg in practice yesterday....i got so mad, i was doing so bad...like wen we were doing that 1 on 1 on 1 on1 thing...so i was trying so hard, and i couldn't get a hold of the ball..and something accidentally slipt from my mouht..but meyers didn't mind...amaanda says stuff bad all the time...and i turned away too, so i don't think he heard...ok, so yea. geuss what movie i saw last night!...of course....A CINDERELLA STORY!! haha...god..man o man o man!! its just one of those movies...like john says"makes you feeel really good inside...its makes you happy" haha...i am a nerd.. i really wanan do good today!!!...games at 6...breath!..that works it does!...so last night i was suppose to go to the sled hill with liz mithc ryan and john, and jenny, and meagen..._--(i hope i spelle dit right) but icouldn't go b/c i was with my mom all nigth . it turned out to be good... towards after jessica's bowling meet we went to taco bell, and jessica..always cracking jokes aobut mexicans...she is kinda prejudice when it comes to us...b/c the people around us do ti..if that made any bit of sense..haha...and then yea went toaruondthe horn dropped jessica off at practice and then went to khols, my mom said jessica needed a coat, and like so we saw the p-coat..and she lookes so good in it!...my mom said she always pictured jessica in acoat like that..so i tihnk she likes it! iknew she would ....after that... um, we went home...my mom is making an appointment fer me fer my eyes, and for the doctor....i have trouble breathing sometimes...so wen we were close to home..my mom had said something about how my sister walks back, like after she bowls..and i was like well, tahts not wut i see....and shes like well wut do u see..and i was like, sad...and shes like wut do u mean, so idid this whole speech tihng. b/c she asked me how does she look sad, or why is she.."she lookes like shes readt o break uot in tears, but shes trying to hide it with a smile....mommy, i tihnk, shes hurt b/c she misses you...wen u left one night she said i hate yea and blah blah blah...and then i was like.. she doesn't hate you, like you think she does...shes jus hurt, she misses you...and i ssaid a few more things..and then, i said i didnt' wanna make her feel bad or guilty or anything...so i asked if she was ok...and i told her taht taht wasn't the only hting though...and i told her about how shes cornered in her own house...and i told her wut my grandma said the one night..how she directly blamed taht thing on her...and yea....my mom started to cry a little...i think, i hope it hit her like it should, maybe she will idk...but jus yea. so then we got home...and we watched the medium..but it was teh rerun from monday...so we put in a cinderella stroy!! woo woo!! hha aat 10 my mom wen tup stairs but my grandma stayed and we finished watching ...jessica cam ehome 10:30 my mom surprised her with the jacket..andi t was all good....haha so that was my night..and everything...now today ...today got the game...relax..keep my confidence and win.