tedious
You ever get the feeling that people are just taking you for a ride. The sort that resembles an instance of ignorance being played against you like a skip in uno. I get these feelings, and while I have no doubt that they are a figment of my own imaginative social dilemma, I cant get away from them. I dont understand. How do you explain the unexplainable? Feelings dont just come around when they get bored. I think its pretty safe to say that a feeling is a reaction to an element of your life.Love:suffering, happiness:horniness. whatever. examples. To feel is to perceive. I think. or at least I am defending at the moment for the sake of my own fulfillment.
So whats the point then. well I feel right now. particularly, a feeling but I have no reaction to solidify my feeling. I cant give any explanation for my feelings. Its a bit maniacal. I dont get it. If I could only rationalize my feelings long enough to trace them back to their source, I would be contented. But I cant. everything that I am lead back to, " doesnt exist " so to speak. and when I start believing that it doesnt exist, when I begin to regain confidence and exclusivity with my SELF. I feel most exposed and weak with doubt. It comes back around like a selfish disaster, requiring my most internal and explicit exposure, and at the same time protecting its existence with a most gruesome judgment on those opposing its embrace. It cant be stopped. Ill just have to seek immunity.
Im just confused. Why cant we know everything? we all have the same biological functions going on, WHy cant we share them with each other? I want to function universally, but I cant even function with one other person. I have a long way to go.
I appreciate you taking the time to read this.
So whats the point then. well I feel right now. particularly, a feeling but I have no reaction to solidify my feeling. I cant give any explanation for my feelings. Its a bit maniacal. I dont get it. If I could only rationalize my feelings long enough to trace them back to their source, I would be contented. But I cant. everything that I am lead back to, " doesnt exist " so to speak. and when I start believing that it doesnt exist, when I begin to regain confidence and exclusivity with my SELF. I feel most exposed and weak with doubt. It comes back around like a selfish disaster, requiring my most internal and explicit exposure, and at the same time protecting its existence with a most gruesome judgment on those opposing its embrace. It cant be stopped. Ill just have to seek immunity.
Im just confused. Why cant we know everything? we all have the same biological functions going on, WHy cant we share them with each other? I want to function universally, but I cant even function with one other person. I have a long way to go.
I appreciate you taking the time to read this.