Sep 05, 2004 18:27
God I'm lonely.
Friday night I sat on the kitchen floor by the open window and watched the spectacular thunderstorm, letting the smells and sounds purify me. When summer is over many people mourn the loss of the heat or the flowers or trips to the beach. For me it's the thunderstorms. I loved that feeling Friday night, catching the scent of the rain and green that was carried through my window on the breeze.
Saturday night I ordered Gondola pizza, put on my comfy clothes and watched a DVD I rented. It was a German film titled "Mostly Martha". It was a slow paced story of a somewhat neurotic woman who tries to deal with her life put out of order upon the death of her sister. I liked it, but some may find it boring. I watched Harvey Birdman (repeat) and Aqua Teen Hunger Force (The M.C. PeePee Pants episode about the giant, insane spider who wears a shower cap and a diaper) which I had not seen before. Then I fell asleep during a documentary on ship building.
I woke up at 7 am today, fed the cat who would have cheerfully continued to devour my toes had I not given her food. Then I went back to sleep. Woke up at noon, cleaned the bathroom from top to bottom (ewww) and then sat down to write this journal entry. Iam now going to read the paper, drink a can of Nestea, watch the other DVD "Amelie" and most likely repeat Saturday night, except without the pizza.
I hate the sound of silence.