depressed
I am feeling depressed. I can't think of anything that happened that is commensurate to the way I am feeling. So I conclude that I must be depressed. I guess many people, even normal people have felt depressed at some point of time in their life, and it will probably, no definitely go away. I also can't help thinking I'm way too old for this shit. I used to be a really emo teenager, but now, at 23, I should have gotten over it by now. I am going to the library to borrow books about how to feel better. The school library mostly has books about how to treat people who are depressed. I flipped through them and as they are huge, scary looking, hard bound and have lots of words and no pictures it would be ideal for reading at work so it looks like I'm doing research. BUT after flipping through them i don't want to read them, because I don't want to read about other people being depressed, it will just make me more depressed. I want a book that will tell me how to feel happy!