[00:02]SaN88: r u mad still?
[00:03] angel217: yup
[00:03] angel217:
[00:03] SaN88: U don't even know what's going on...and you're all mad about a photo shoot...theres more things than that..but I don't expect you to understand jolene...you seem very selfish
[00:03] angel217: look who's talkin
[00:04] SaN88: You don't even know what I go through...but you get mad over something small like this, how heartless...I got home from work at 2am cause a delayed flight and emailed you as soon as i got home cause I thought it was too late to call you, and you are mad cause I watched my niece, my sister works the morning shift and her babysitter fell through that day, it was so last minute
[00:04] angel217: right..
[00:05] angel217: thx for apologizing
[00:05] angel217: i think im tired of waiting for you
[00:05] angel217: and for everytime you flaked out on me
[00:05] angel217: its not cool
[00:05] SaN88: forget it jolene, I'm not wasting my time..."waiting for me" how long has it been since we hung out...before my wedding, two years ago..when did i last make u wait
[00:05] angel217: and i had to pull alot of string sto get my phtoog friend
[00:05] angel217: you always make me wait
[00:05] angel217: your always late
[00:06] angel217: so now you blaime me
[00:06] SaN88: So u don't even care what happened that it was out of my control
[00:06] SaN88: k bye
[00:06] angel217: i dont think im the one who's selfish
[00:06] angel217: i think that ive been very patient
[00:06] Meebo Message: SaN88 is offline
So... i feel pretty shitty, hurt, etc.. all those things that come from arugeing. I feel like being bitch-tastic and vengeful, but what I really need a hug and some time to recover. There is a lot more then what is going on here in the chat. Obviously its not about the photoshoot. I'm upset because she has a history of bailing on me, canceling, or being really late. This is the first time I've gotten mad that she knows of. This is the first fight we've had. I think I'll talk to her about it later..when I'm more level headed.