Jun 17, 2006 15:51
Alright this is gonna be one pissy entry. A lot of bitching and complaining...so here I go.
First of all let me tell you that I am currently still in South Carolina. Chris and I finally ended our STUPID relationship last Wednesday so it's been a little over a week. I have been miserable since it happens. I had a break down on Friday which led to him staying with me because NO ONE was here.
Saturday Celeste (who is back from Hawaii) and I decide to get our asses to the pool and drink A LOT because both of us had just ended our relationships. Well we preceded to get WAY TO DRUNK. Both us remember nothing from 4:00 - 11:00 that night. I had a hangover before the next day..it really sucked. I guess Chris had to take care of me, Eric helped me up the stairs and I puked.
Sunday I bummed around ALL day.
This week has been a complete disaster. I think I ate way to much and spent a lot of money. i went to work an hour and a half early because they didn't tell me the class had been cancelled. Babysat on Thursday instead of working because I made $100 in one night. Then yesterday (Friday) I was taking my quiz when Pat called so I didn't answer, Katie told me he called and I said I know and then she walked out the door, only to call me to tell me my trunk was open...Then I called Pat back after my quiz was done and he tells me Katie and him are on their way to the mall to get Amanda's bday present...DIDNT EVEN FUCKIN ASK ME IF I NEEDED OR WANTED TO GO.
So I said screw it I'm spending today alone and that is exactly what I did.
Got my hair cut extremely short...I think I like it. then I went and ate BY MYSELF at a restaurant. I figured I'd call Pat to apologize for yelling at him and ask him if he wanted to go to a movie in the park. Eric is busy and I dunno what's wrong with him. Amanda had to work in the morning, Katlyn had plans, Katie was at work and even though I'm not allowed to hang out with Chris he was at home for his uncles wedding. So I was left with one person. So I asked if he would go and he said alright
I knew he'd probably be coming over for the braves game DUH because thats the only reason he ever comes over any more.
So I am getting ready to go and he asks if we can just chill here. NEWS FLASH: if i wanted to stay here I would said something. ANOTHER NEWS FLASH...I HATE HATE HATE watching baseball on TV I will watch ANYTHING else FOOTBALL Basketball Soccer Hockey but I HATE WATCHING BASEBALL ON TV.
Anyway so I preceed to the park to watch a movie by myself. Made me miserable to be there everyone was with their friends, family or bf/gfs and here I am ALONE. It was a good movie though and I'm glad I went. Otherwise I would have been sitting home miserable and probably would of gone to bed at 9:30. So anyways if you haven't noticed a pattern...this stuff was ON MY OWN
The next thing I'm going to talk about is how DIRTY our apartment has been. It has not been this disgusting in such a long time. Finally Katie decided to clean because her parents are coming tomorrow, however she did a shitty job because yesterday she went shopping and then watched Dawsons Creek and then worked, today I wake up to Vacuuming and then she runs out the door to work. Once again I picked up garbage, put dishes away and made sure the floors were clean because right now they are sticky and DISGUSTING! Who woulda thought I'm actually the clean one.
Anyway that is my rant. if you want to talk I am here...call or something. I'll be in Michigan on June 30 at like 5ish. Plan with me CANADA, STONY, 4th of July at GMAs I can't wait!