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I'm feeling happier tonight. :)
I should really preach what I say.
Instead of harping and whining about something, I should just be less demanding and let things go, not play mind games, not think too deeply into mundane, nonsensical things. Sometimes there is just a simple reason, but being, well, human beings, we think deep thoughts, that result in us dwelling on unnecessary matters. Then we get all sad and emo and depressive and start to hate and blame everything and everyone.
If the storm must come, it will come, no matter how much we dwell on it. So why not relish in the calm before the storm? The storm may dissipate and go away like tornadoes do, after awhile. Of course, preempting before the storm is good, but what if there's nothing you can do?
So yupp. I'm more cheerful. I'm just hoping this isn't one of my mood swings, cos they go up and down like stocks, and this may be one of the ups. I hope it'll stay! Like what I said, storms will come if they must. :)
For some of us, the love for our friends far outweighs any thing else that should have mattered in our lives. We end up building a life around the people we love, neglecting the care and concern we need for ourselves. Let's just take a step back, take a bird's eye view into our lives, and think of building a life around ourselves, instead of others. It is your own life after all.
So philosophical and optimistic; it's kinda getting disgusting. =X This was after a talk with a depressive friend when I'm feeling uber optimistic. Nights. :)
I should really preach what I say.
Instead of harping and whining about something, I should just be less demanding and let things go, not play mind games, not think too deeply into mundane, nonsensical things. Sometimes there is just a simple reason, but being, well, human beings, we think deep thoughts, that result in us dwelling on unnecessary matters. Then we get all sad and emo and depressive and start to hate and blame everything and everyone.
If the storm must come, it will come, no matter how much we dwell on it. So why not relish in the calm before the storm? The storm may dissipate and go away like tornadoes do, after awhile. Of course, preempting before the storm is good, but what if there's nothing you can do?
So yupp. I'm more cheerful. I'm just hoping this isn't one of my mood swings, cos they go up and down like stocks, and this may be one of the ups. I hope it'll stay! Like what I said, storms will come if they must. :)
For some of us, the love for our friends far outweighs any thing else that should have mattered in our lives. We end up building a life around the people we love, neglecting the care and concern we need for ourselves. Let's just take a step back, take a bird's eye view into our lives, and think of building a life around ourselves, instead of others. It is your own life after all.
So philosophical and optimistic; it's kinda getting disgusting. =X This was after a talk with a depressive friend when I'm feeling uber optimistic. Nights. :)