*shifty eyes*
I've found myself offering a lot of rides and paying for stuff. Because...I'm like the only one who can. So when I go out with friends and they've got about 10 dollars collectively, then I pay or something. I want to go out and do fun stuff and what do you do when no one has any money?
But I get the feeling that I'm taken advantage sometimes...
No one ever really offers any help. I mean, they give a half-assed "Oh, you need help?" but I don't take it because I know they had no intent in doing it (I wouldn't take it if they did though...>_>). So when they say "Oh Jasmine, you don't have to pay for dinner!", all I hear is "I'm making the obligatory polite statement even though I have no real intent in paying myself"
But maybe I'm just paranoid and they mean it. >_> Or maybe they meant it and I've been saying no for so long that they don't mean it anymore. Because they know I'm just going to decline it anyway? Or maybe it's some huge alien conspiracy?!
I don't know why I do that. Even if I need help or I want someone to say it, my mouth will say "No thanks" faster than I can think. Then I have to slap my head and go "Wait! Wait! I do help!"
It's like.....a natural response or something.
God, it's like 3AM and I'm wide awake. *whine*
I think I'm going to go wash my car! ^o^ I feel like doing something. I was listening to The Heinrich Maneuver by Interpol on the drive home. Had that shit cranked up to 20. Dancing in my car at 2AM. I'm sure cops don't like that.
.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I should go to bed.
DAYUM I'M BORED
But I get the feeling that I'm taken advantage sometimes...
No one ever really offers any help. I mean, they give a half-assed "Oh, you need help?" but I don't take it because I know they had no intent in doing it (I wouldn't take it if they did though...>_>). So when they say "Oh Jasmine, you don't have to pay for dinner!", all I hear is "I'm making the obligatory polite statement even though I have no real intent in paying myself"
But maybe I'm just paranoid and they mean it. >_> Or maybe they meant it and I've been saying no for so long that they don't mean it anymore. Because they know I'm just going to decline it anyway? Or maybe it's some huge alien conspiracy?!
I don't know why I do that. Even if I need help or I want someone to say it, my mouth will say "No thanks" faster than I can think. Then I have to slap my head and go "Wait! Wait! I do help!"
It's like.....a natural response or something.
God, it's like 3AM and I'm wide awake. *whine*
I think I'm going to go wash my car! ^o^ I feel like doing something. I was listening to The Heinrich Maneuver by Interpol on the drive home. Had that shit cranked up to 20. Dancing in my car at 2AM. I'm sure cops don't like that.
.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I should go to bed.
DAYUM I'M BORED