May 02, 2004 10:09
last night/this morning was stupid: i walked home from chaunceys house at 4 in the morning, i was a jerk to my girlfriend, and, well i dont know anything else. but i guess it wasnt all stupid, i hung out with josh and chauncey till like 4, when then i said i was leaving because of stupid shit i dont even remeber. so i went out his front door and started walking. now, its a long way to my house if you take the long way, which i did. so i walked down hillwell and such and got home and it was 6. it took me 2 hours to get to my house, plus i had to wake up to go to work today at 9. i got about 3 hours of sleep. im extremly tired and i still feel like im drunk. i was acting so gay to meghan yesterday to. i wish i didnt because, before i left chuanceys, me him and josh were talking, and i found out that i really like her. but sometimes im a real ass to her and im going to do something about that starting...now