The science of stress
It really says everything that needs to be said about how this job has been effecting me if you compare how I felt yesterday with how I feel today (I called in "sick").
Yesterday was awful: I woke up with my jaw aching from having clenched it so much and feeling like if I had to talk to anyone I would scream.
Today, I slept all morning and now I feel...calm. Not completely, but almost content. It's raining and pleasantly cool, and I can drive away the perpetual anxiety of knowing I will have to go back to work at some point.
I don't think it's stretching to say that I will feel even better this time next week, when I won't have to go back at all.
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Yesterday was awful: I woke up with my jaw aching from having clenched it so much and feeling like if I had to talk to anyone I would scream.
Today, I slept all morning and now I feel...calm. Not completely, but almost content. It's raining and pleasantly cool, and I can drive away the perpetual anxiety of knowing I will have to go back to work at some point.
I don't think it's stretching to say that I will feel even better this time next week, when I won't have to go back at all.
This entry also posted at http://cygna-hime.dreamwidth.org/382781.html, where
people thought it worth discussing.