So long, and good niiiiiiiight.
I'm still debating if I should just quit working at Barnes & Noble. Before December is out.
I almost lost it today.
I keep telling myself it's not for me, it's not for me. That I should be writing and painting and studying philosophy. And I should be doing what I love. And I shouldn't continue working at a job I'm rapidly hating.
It was only interesting when I was learning how to do things.
Now that it's all become second nature kind of, I'm just a drone. Or that's how I feel.
So I hate this kind of work, basically. Eventually I will quit. And I expect some people to be upset with me. They will not like my unwillingness to conform to society.
Something like that.
Whatever.
Sorry, guys. My favorite author said not to fall into some job I'll hate even if it pays the bills. And Oprah said to just do what I love.
So goodbye 30% discount, paychecks, and extremely attractive customers and co-workers.
*Saddened*
I need to talk to someone.
I almost lost it today.
I keep telling myself it's not for me, it's not for me. That I should be writing and painting and studying philosophy. And I should be doing what I love. And I shouldn't continue working at a job I'm rapidly hating.
It was only interesting when I was learning how to do things.
Now that it's all become second nature kind of, I'm just a drone. Or that's how I feel.
So I hate this kind of work, basically. Eventually I will quit. And I expect some people to be upset with me. They will not like my unwillingness to conform to society.
Something like that.
Whatever.
Sorry, guys. My favorite author said not to fall into some job I'll hate even if it pays the bills. And Oprah said to just do what I love.
So goodbye 30% discount, paychecks, and extremely attractive customers and co-workers.
*Saddened*
I need to talk to someone.