Mar 03, 2005 21:04
i went to a going away party tonight, for this guy who was really active in all the ymca stuff i used to do, like all of my biking, all of like everything i did for like until halfway through high school
and it felt really weird, and sad, and i realized its because its like the last thing i have completely good thoughts about
my last refuge of good memories is crumbling apart, im about to have nothing left that i can think back on
everything since then that was ever good was also lacking
i even cried, a little.