Pearls of Wisdom

Aug 21, 2005 02:04

What do you say when a friend asks, "What am I doing," "Why am I here," "What should I do?" I want so much to give a helpful answer, but the only answer I can give is to say, "I can't give an answer without being selfish; however, I will love you and support whatever decision you make." But is that enough? It doesn't feel like enough. I want to give more because I know that more is needed. I feel like souls are starting to die, but what do I do? If I could say anything, I think it would be something similar to "If you are unhappy, then get out of there, and go back to what does make you happy." Of course, my real-life version would be edited a million times over in my head before escaping my lips. I feel like I should have done more; perhaps, the question was asked with my selfish answer in mind, but I can't bring myself to make that request. I know I'm being vague, but those of you who really know will just know.

On the flip-side of things: Life at the Lab is going well thus far. I don't know exactly what to think of the new labbies. I just wish they weren't so introverted--not all of them, but a hefty majority. It's just weird to think because all of us who entered last year bonded so quickly and had some vivacious life to bring to the Lab, and I just don't see that potential as of yet, but maybe I'll be surprised. But I am glad to be back and rekindle those friendships that were lost for those few months of change.

P.S. _Devil's Rejects_ is totally f-ed up for those of you who haven't seen it yet. OMG
P.S.S. Justin--It was great to hang out with you. It had been too long my friend.
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