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---this morning anther dream----
This time about a boy who hated studying, learning, etc. But he absolutely loved Beethoven, because his father [who had since passed away i could only assume] loved Beethoven as well, and this boy desired to know everything about his father that he could.
So he studied music so diligently and would pour over the scores learning by heart each note.
Not only did he study music, but he grappled with several languages attempting to learn them as well. He felt that in order to fully grasp Beethovan he needed to be able understand what the actual words were in their own rightful language.
Yet despite all this desire to learn he could not commit to regular studies, and so his mother resented him. Perhaps because he was not becoming what she wanted, or maybe because he was sinking into the husband she had once known, and did not want to remember.
and this resentment only caused more strife on the part of the boy because she could not understand the importance of what he was learning.
-----end of dream-----