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[cycekhuj]

I'm so tired. The story of my headaches is that I've been getting them since first grade and they've always been bad, really bad, but now they're so intense that they make me throw up. Sometimes they happen when I get stressed out and sometimes they just happen. My neurologist can't figure out what to do. He took me off my long-standing medication and tried yet another thing. It works a little which is better than nothing, and so I stay on it. It's supposed to prevent them. It doesn't always, and so when they are particularily bad, I'm to take Percocet. I actually have a prescription from him, which is refillable, which seemed exciting at first. Like, badass? Not exactly, but I can't figure out how else to put it. Anyway, I'm sick of pills, because I know they aren't good for my body, and besides that they don't work. I mean even the Percocet doesn't cut through the pain, so that's it unless I go on a morphine drip or something, yeah right. Now I'm going to try something new. I called this acupuncturist and she says that clearly it's a matter for her needles to solve. My body is a kingdom and various officers stationed about it keep the place in order. One or two officers are not doing their job correctly, so she's going to tap into my chi and tell them to get their acts together. I'm not even kidding, these were her words.

I'm ready for the summer because school is wearing thin. I'm ready for summer because I miss Maciej so much. I'm ready for the sumer because Spain will be beautiful and exciting. I'm not ready for my boyfriend to go home, missing him will feel like heartburn.

Curt is shipping out in July.