Oct 23, 2007 22:32
I'm such a mess right now. I don't know how I feel about the direction my life is taking right now. It's like I'm a train who has derailed from the tracks, but instead of just crashing, I'm going down this alternate, off-road route which isn't safe/won't lead me to my preplanned endpoint. The only things I'm really looking forward to right now are my trips in December and March. I'm just living day to day right now. Some days are great and some days suck, but they're not connected to anything else. It's like I'm living in little vignettes.
I might need a break away from everything (school, work, internet, etc). I don't know.