i need a friend
I have felt so lonely lately. I'm finally at my unit, but I don't feel right. I'm out to my chain of command, but I'm worried about what the rest of the people in my unit would think, so I'm very much living a lie. I just wish that someone here understood what I'm going through. I just don't trust anyone here enough to share my issues. I mean, there is one guy, but i've alienated gay men by telling them my identity. I mean, most of them can tell, but a lot of them are almost... insulted? by my gender identity. It seems to them like I'm what makes 'normal' people think they're effeminate freaks. I just want a friend. I need someone to be