New Years Day
I spent majority of last night text messaging.
After awhile, I had to go to bed because I had
work in the afternoon.
After sleeping, I woke up around 11am to get
ready for work. I had to be at work at 2,
so after I finished getting ready, Kenny called
to see what i was up too today. He was at his
girlfriend’s house, working on that baby they
want to conceive. I had no opinion...
And it was weird because usually I do because
I had feelings for Kenny. I guess feelings do slip away,
and I am scared if things progress with ß¡$ and I,
that’s how things will turn out too.
While driving to Calvin Klein, I called ß¡$.
We seem to have very nice conversations.
The suspension of waiting to hang out is really
putting me on an emotional roller coaster.
I seem to be very unstable with my feelings right now.
I totally went off on Josh today and hung up the phone
because he raised his voice to me when I asked him a question.
But anyway, getting back on track…
I got to work. Nothing happened.
It was very same as always type of deal.
We got to leave earlier then usual because we close at 6,
now that the holidays are over.
The reason for my aggravation is that
I have school tomorrow, and I’m not prepared at all.
I have assignments that I’m sure they’re due tomorrow.
I’m not starting the year to good… but I hope to improve that ASAP.
And for the depressed part is in reason I wished someone
called when they say they would, but i get a lot of that lately too...
But it’s now 12:30 and still haven't recieved a call...
I guess there’s no point waiting for a call…
And I guess there’s no point letting this
emotional roller coaster to get to me…
In the back of my mind though,
I really do hope…
-Mike
After awhile, I had to go to bed because I had
work in the afternoon.
After sleeping, I woke up around 11am to get
ready for work. I had to be at work at 2,
so after I finished getting ready, Kenny called
to see what i was up too today. He was at his
girlfriend’s house, working on that baby they
want to conceive. I had no opinion...
And it was weird because usually I do because
I had feelings for Kenny. I guess feelings do slip away,
and I am scared if things progress with ß¡$ and I,
that’s how things will turn out too.
While driving to Calvin Klein, I called ß¡$.
We seem to have very nice conversations.
The suspension of waiting to hang out is really
putting me on an emotional roller coaster.
I seem to be very unstable with my feelings right now.
I totally went off on Josh today and hung up the phone
because he raised his voice to me when I asked him a question.
But anyway, getting back on track…
I got to work. Nothing happened.
It was very same as always type of deal.
We got to leave earlier then usual because we close at 6,
now that the holidays are over.
The reason for my aggravation is that
I have school tomorrow, and I’m not prepared at all.
I have assignments that I’m sure they’re due tomorrow.
I’m not starting the year to good… but I hope to improve that ASAP.
And for the depressed part is in reason I wished someone
called when they say they would, but i get a lot of that lately too...
But it’s now 12:30 and still haven't recieved a call...
I guess there’s no point waiting for a call…
And I guess there’s no point letting this
emotional roller coaster to get to me…
In the back of my mind though,
I really do hope…
-Mike