What do you think?
I have become such a pessimistic individual this year. I am showing more irritability toward people and I am not afraid this year to say FUCK OFF. I do not know if this is for bad or for worse. I wonder what was better, me sophomore year, junior year or this year.
This year, I am more lazy, more irritable, more pissed off, more moody, more agitated, more pissed off, more stressed, more serious. There is not much restraint on what sort of mood I am in.
Junior year, I started to show a little more of my colors, but I still was always careful when to show my attitude. I did not want to be pissed off and show it to other people. I wanted to not think of myself first, I wanted to see about the other person see what their needs are first.
Sophomore year, I was a fish out of water. I wanted to fit in and was willing to do anything to hang out with whoever I wanted. That is what made me know such a wide variety of people. I never showed my true feelings.
I need to really find out what I should do.
This year, I am more lazy, more irritable, more pissed off, more moody, more agitated, more pissed off, more stressed, more serious. There is not much restraint on what sort of mood I am in.
Junior year, I started to show a little more of my colors, but I still was always careful when to show my attitude. I did not want to be pissed off and show it to other people. I wanted to not think of myself first, I wanted to see about the other person see what their needs are first.
Sophomore year, I was a fish out of water. I wanted to fit in and was willing to do anything to hang out with whoever I wanted. That is what made me know such a wide variety of people. I never showed my true feelings.
I need to really find out what I should do.