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open letter to J.M.
we used to be great friends. there was nothing i would not have done for you. remeber "a friedn won't tell some one you killed some one. a true friend would help you burry the body". well, not only would i have burried the body, but would have confessed my self to the murder to protect you. "yes sir, i acted alone".
you were there for me when i needed you. i was there when you needed me. (when you lost you lic. i drove you all over with out asking for gas $$$ even ONCE!!! one time i had drove from nashua to bradford on "E")
anyways, i do not think i can be friends with you anymore. i first thought this, new years eve, 2004. i knew then and there that things between us would be different. the last three times we spoke, were fights. you call me paranoid instead of hearing me out. you call me bitter without seeing my point. sorry kid-o, you do not support me in my insainity and there for i'm going to have to let you go. apparently my 'crazy"ness no longer amuses you. do you remember all the insainity we caused at wallamrt? or at wendys? or in V:TM? no, you choose to call me things and be pig headed about everything. sure, i am no model person. but i am opean to other ideas.
************ (5:08:14 PM): Your just bitter because you can't keep a job
************ (5:09:03 PM): And yet you have nothing to show for it
i have nothing to show for the past three years? do i not have loyal friedns? do i not have a better life where i am? am i not ina better situation? sure, i do not have a room full of pretty things. i may only have less then a week's worth of clean cloths at any given time. sure, i might have only two blood relitives who still talk to me, or have not filed a restraining order on me. i might not even have more then $20 to my name for the past 9 months. your right. i have nohing to show for it. i have not wised up to what i am doing to my self. sure, i have not learned from my mistakes. sure, i think my time is worth more then a few bucks an hour.
but fuck you! what do you have to show for yourself? going from manager of a game store, to delivering pizza? didn't you do that in high school? what about your girlfiend huh? you have to go behind your best friend's back and steal her away from him! sure, she might not ahve liked him, but you really didn't help things by spending more time with "Yoko Ono" in one day then she ever spent with him in a week! you think your shit don't stink??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
************: Wow, you just really want to bitch about this, don't you?
Cyberpunk Ntr: yeah, i do
untill you realise that i have my own opions, theorys, feelings, troubles, and what have you... and you are able to respect them... FUCK OFF!!! you liked me when we first met. not that much has changed. sure i got fired from the same job as you for the same reasons... but who actually handed out that bag? who stuck that cup in the old people's face and told them they HAD to donate? and then who was the one that just had the idea and didn't follow through with it? yeah, i'll let you figure that one out. i cannout wait for your response to that.
you know, if you do come out here, i do not think i would liek to get a beer with you. i think i would rather hang out with my friends, who listen to me, and give me valuable insight... rather the "your wrong becouse your wrong"
"and why is that?"
"becouse i said so"
fuck you, and the horse you rode in on,
Erik
p.s. if i am right i won't be able to tell you to your face. becouse i don't think you could LEARN TO SWIM to higher ground.
we used to be great friends. there was nothing i would not have done for you. remeber "a friedn won't tell some one you killed some one. a true friend would help you burry the body". well, not only would i have burried the body, but would have confessed my self to the murder to protect you. "yes sir, i acted alone".
you were there for me when i needed you. i was there when you needed me. (when you lost you lic. i drove you all over with out asking for gas $$$ even ONCE!!! one time i had drove from nashua to bradford on "E")
anyways, i do not think i can be friends with you anymore. i first thought this, new years eve, 2004. i knew then and there that things between us would be different. the last three times we spoke, were fights. you call me paranoid instead of hearing me out. you call me bitter without seeing my point. sorry kid-o, you do not support me in my insainity and there for i'm going to have to let you go. apparently my 'crazy"ness no longer amuses you. do you remember all the insainity we caused at wallamrt? or at wendys? or in V:TM? no, you choose to call me things and be pig headed about everything. sure, i am no model person. but i am opean to other ideas.
************ (5:08:14 PM): Your just bitter because you can't keep a job
************ (5:09:03 PM): And yet you have nothing to show for it
i have nothing to show for the past three years? do i not have loyal friedns? do i not have a better life where i am? am i not ina better situation? sure, i do not have a room full of pretty things. i may only have less then a week's worth of clean cloths at any given time. sure, i might have only two blood relitives who still talk to me, or have not filed a restraining order on me. i might not even have more then $20 to my name for the past 9 months. your right. i have nohing to show for it. i have not wised up to what i am doing to my self. sure, i have not learned from my mistakes. sure, i think my time is worth more then a few bucks an hour.
but fuck you! what do you have to show for yourself? going from manager of a game store, to delivering pizza? didn't you do that in high school? what about your girlfiend huh? you have to go behind your best friend's back and steal her away from him! sure, she might not ahve liked him, but you really didn't help things by spending more time with "Yoko Ono" in one day then she ever spent with him in a week! you think your shit don't stink??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
************: Wow, you just really want to bitch about this, don't you?
Cyberpunk Ntr: yeah, i do
untill you realise that i have my own opions, theorys, feelings, troubles, and what have you... and you are able to respect them... FUCK OFF!!! you liked me when we first met. not that much has changed. sure i got fired from the same job as you for the same reasons... but who actually handed out that bag? who stuck that cup in the old people's face and told them they HAD to donate? and then who was the one that just had the idea and didn't follow through with it? yeah, i'll let you figure that one out. i cannout wait for your response to that.
you know, if you do come out here, i do not think i would liek to get a beer with you. i think i would rather hang out with my friends, who listen to me, and give me valuable insight... rather the "your wrong becouse your wrong"
"and why is that?"
"becouse i said so"
fuck you, and the horse you rode in on,
Erik
p.s. if i am right i won't be able to tell you to your face. becouse i don't think you could LEARN TO SWIM to higher ground.