Apr 25, 2017 10:42
I left my house key sitting on the floor last night, the same one I gave to you when you watched the house for a couple of days.
It hit me kinda funny when I noticed it this morning.
We are having the hardware replaced throughout the house, and getting new keys.
You were the only person I ever trusted enough to invite to my house.
I trusted you enough to give you a key, and let you be there when I wasn't.
You were the only person outside of me to ever use that key.
It has been three months since I last heard anything from you and yours.
I hope you picked up the key you gave me from the office.
It's hard not to feel a little down about it all, or let it get to me that I was right about the foundation of our friendship.
Apparently it really did become one-directional at some point, and it just took me a while to realize it.
I do miss you. I don't miss feeling taken for granted (consciously or unconsciously).
Maybe we'll run into each other at some point. In a town and school this size, it's likely.
I used to think I would be open to catching up and trying to figure out if 'friends' is possible.
I'm not so sure how I would react now.
I do need to thank you though.
Knowing you, and being your friend, made me a better person in some ways.
Thanks.
I still wish everyone the best, and hope you are finding your happy.