he's in here
It's not odd and I'm not I'm not the only one, why do people think they are the only ones!? But anyway I look forwards to days at work when I'm not micro managed. If someone can guarantee a day where I'm not constantly bothered by stuff then it's a good day.. so far today is one of those days. fingers crossed it stays that way lol I must sound like such a grouch but I am someone who just wants to get the job done so I can then flunk around doing silly nonsense afterwards. When I'm in the mode I am a machine!!!
Yesterday was my first work day without caffeine and while I got through it, with only one catnap at 11pm and finally bed at 2am, but I got through the day.. sluggishly and irritated but I'm there. I've not been meditating much and maybe that's another thing to factor. I only do like 3 minutes sessions and some days are easier than others but I get some weird sensations now, I just assume it's a seizure I'm having as I try to understand the void.
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