And life goes on
Trying to find my motivation for moving on with everything, despite my biggest motivation for doing anything at all disappearing. I'm doing fine, but I don't have much of a goal to fight for anymore. It feels like I'm back on the old "most stuff when he dies wins" kind of thing again.
Doesn't really make things better that Pam seems to be as happy as ever about it, with not a care in the world. I was hoping we could eventually become friends again and then go our separate ways once one of us finds a new partner, but I'm not so sure we can even become friends again.
Said goodbye to Jill and Kate, I'm gonna try to keep away from any mutual friends we have except for certain MTT-personalities. I'm also going to try to keep away from MTT for several reasons.
Probably going to dig myself into some games or something to fill the void, maybe WoW. Also been watching a whole lot of Oz. Work is doing fine and next week I'm going back to my old University with a workmate to recruit some new programmer talent, mainly from our old fraternity. It's on the Thursday, but I'll take the day off Friday and spend the whole weekend at my parents' place.
Still trying to sell my damn apartment back in Skoghall, but not having much luck so far. They keep coming to look at it and have nothing to complain about, and I know the price is a bit lower than other apartments in the area... But they never buy it. Weirdos. I want to get rid of it so I can make a needed computer upgrade and buy myself a car. I could really do both of those now, but I'd rather wait so I have a good buffer of money before doing that. Should be cheaper now that I don't have to care about making any trips to the US.
Doesn't really make things better that Pam seems to be as happy as ever about it, with not a care in the world. I was hoping we could eventually become friends again and then go our separate ways once one of us finds a new partner, but I'm not so sure we can even become friends again.
Said goodbye to Jill and Kate, I'm gonna try to keep away from any mutual friends we have except for certain MTT-personalities. I'm also going to try to keep away from MTT for several reasons.
Probably going to dig myself into some games or something to fill the void, maybe WoW. Also been watching a whole lot of Oz. Work is doing fine and next week I'm going back to my old University with a workmate to recruit some new programmer talent, mainly from our old fraternity. It's on the Thursday, but I'll take the day off Friday and spend the whole weekend at my parents' place.
Still trying to sell my damn apartment back in Skoghall, but not having much luck so far. They keep coming to look at it and have nothing to complain about, and I know the price is a bit lower than other apartments in the area... But they never buy it. Weirdos. I want to get rid of it so I can make a needed computer upgrade and buy myself a car. I could really do both of those now, but I'd rather wait so I have a good buffer of money before doing that. Should be cheaper now that I don't have to care about making any trips to the US.