Aug 25, 2005 13:23
ok .. you guys ever fallen in love at first sight??
you know like ..
somebody passes by ..
you look ..
they look back ..
and you get all hot and fuzzy inside ??
well i did ... o gosh .. and now i can't stop thinking of him *blush*
this was @ Summer Darkness and he's been on my mind ever since
i think my friends will get sick & tired if i continue talking about him this much ..
we never talked ..never even said hi ..
only a few seconds of eyecontact and that's all ..
and last but not least .. he was with another girl ..
but i don't care .. i wish i could see him walk by and look my side just one more time ..
i don't think i will ever have to guts to go talk to him real life ..
i'm such a chicken !!! chickenshit ARGHH!!
i am a very noizy girl and i love to scream at or with ppl .. or at ducks ( that's fun too you know) anyways ..(before i loose track of making my point with this entry) .. i am so affraid of pretty ppl .. when ppl look intimidating (cause i have butterfly's in my stomach) i get sick only thinking about saying hi to them ..
and this way i will never meet the ppl i'm intrested in *sobs*
ok ... i'm gonna do it !! and i want all my friends to remind me of it when the chance is there ..
next party .. when i see him ( and well .. when i am not completely drunk, wasted or looking like a monkey ) i'm gonna say hi and offer him a drink !!
YAY for meeting pretty ppl !!
(ow .. and before i forget .. he's got amazing eyes <333!!)
i think he should read this journal and say hi to me instead .. then it isn't so scary .. hmm .. i doubt it